As I lay in the darkness
the darkness of my thoughts...
Im alone so alone,
lost in what some people call happiness...
For too long I've been depressed
For too long I've faked a smile...
Its a stranger to all but me,
Because its locked inside where no one can see...
I hate to see you like this
Stop feeling like you don't exist...
In*I found this the other day in a notebook of...
As I sit here in this place...
Red, the colour of blood
also the colour of her hair...
As time slips by
Her life fades...
He turned back to me
All those tears I could see...
My friends are my life
They make me happy when I want to cry...
You were my big brother
More special than any other...
I give up world, and this time I swear
Never again to try to fix things any where...