There is a river of sorrow
running deep in my vein...
~this is a poem i wrote for my sister, i know its...
Do you see this heart...
I just want to be perfect
Is that too much to ask...
I wear this mask
of a girl i once knew...
Losing it
Oh Mom Thanks! For creating me...
Oh my love for you
it runs so deep...
I've been running from my past,
A past too dark to be undone...
The room is spinning,
My head is spinning...
The pain I've caused can not be reversed,
the trouble not be erased...
Through life and living,
my fate has been sealed...
If I ended it all tonight.
Would anyone really care...
Her cackling laughter fills my head
As I lay shaking on my bed...