There was a time when I was hopeful and carefree
I could see a point to living, I could find a...
Funny how easily the lies flow,
Almost as easily as the blood from my wrists...
Take your pain and hide it away
please don't cry anymore...
Its unbelievable,
the suit-coat pain...
Hiding My Pain
I try not to cry...
Do you know what its like to feel alone?
To feel there in no one there for you...
Watching the blade,
Push through my skin...
Am I attention seeking to tell you how I feel?
Do you not believe all my suffering is for real...
All alone, I sit and cry
Waiting till, the time I die...
I feel isolated,
The darkness surrounds...
People who do this know why
Why we hold back when we want to cry...
She picks up a brush,
and paints on what she wants to be her everlasting...