As you bring the knife closer,
i cant help but smile...
I will keep on writing to ease my pain
I can only write since it keeps me sane...
I didn't want to admit it,
it was easier to lie...
Date Written: February 25, 2oo8
My mind is empty...
Break me down into little pieces
walk all over me...
Swirling thoughts around me
Breathe in, breathe out...
I keep a razor in my pocket
I keep it just in case...
Trembling. not sure of much.
seems that I do not exist. thats what I feel...
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who is this girl I see...
Everything around me in spiraling down, I'm...
I have so much to live for but my head just can't...
I think I'm broken,
With an impairment that can't be fixed...
Never have i ever cut so deep
fell to the side, felt like a deep sleep...