I was so afraid to let myself care,
It was my heart that I was terrified to share...
Every night I fight this feeling of mine
Trying to hide what I really feel...
So many tears fall from these brown eyes
so many words said yet unspoken...
As the silver blade slides across my skin
And the blood forms in beads...
Its the hardest thing I ever had to do
I couldn't believe I actually said I didn't want...
You see her
you look, stare see nothing...
What happened to those days
the ones i don't remember...
Time goes
anger calls...
I want to tell you a story
And I wish it were filled with glory...
Mothers and their daughters,
They share a special bond...
I cant believe I fell for you,
And for all your stupid lies...
Because of you, Im stuck between a life of love...
I dont know what to choose or which road to take...