I've made my decision, I've found my solution.
Tonight is when I will make my final contribution...
Sometime I get mad
And then I get sad...
Mommy, you said I could ask you anything.
So now I'm asking this...
Wounds scar my emotions,
When my heart yearned for you...
When you crept in me the first time
taking my innocence away...
Do you know what?
I love coming home with bruises...
Theres words in my mind,
that just don't belong...
Breath in and out,
Just stay calm...
I want some warm rays for the days of December
and as silence gets colder I'd need a coat to wrap...
The girl seems strong, but shes breaking inside,
Nobody knows how much she contemplates suicide...
I can not do this anymore; its time for me to...
I knew you could not be the one; I was stupid to...
Watching a child,
Watching the fights...