I stand here
you walk away...
*Coming out of writers block. Just a few random...
Never wanted this...
Forever Alone
As I sit here in this world...
I thought it was infatuation,
I thought it was a situation...
How I dream of nights like these,
when I knew nothing that was...
Black and white is easy
No shades of grey and this pleases me...
Lonely is a place that I visit
When depression is a sunny day...
I wish that I could share these thoughts
that swirl around my head as drunken tears...
I remember the thought that the way you touched me...
the many times you would say "lets play"...
Hold all your feelings
Keep them inside...
Breathe easy,
if not for the poisonous gases...
I wanna be angry at one
but I can't, that's just not who I am...