I close my eyes and see you
I can see your face so clear...
**I dedicate this poem to my father, and everyone...
Some people think that its so hard...
The way i love you is so unreal.
I can tell i love you by the way i feel...
As i sit on my bed, i shake
i hold on so tightly to that blade...
Be gone with you let me be
Unleash me from misery...
I walk towards my bedroom,
Razorblade in my palm...
The candle's flame dances across my eyes,
i think of all the good-byes...
You probably think I'm crazy,
I think i might be too...
Nothing really inside of me anymore,i am a depress...
i am going to add more to this...
You beat me, and tear my flesh with ever cruel...
I cried myself to sleep again
Just like every night...
I want to erase you from my memory
Erase all this pain from within me...