Yell at the top of your lungs,
Scream empty words my way...
The moment I have my doubts, I lose;
I honestly have my doubts with you...
It's a sadness so intense
a loneliness deep insight the heart...
I'm trying to keep her alive-
The anguish a mother consumes...
You left me behind,
Instead of taking me...
I grow in silence.
I've become that abandoned...
Sometimes amidst
the chaos of life...
"Where is my phone?
I've looked in every room...
I will not write another word,
Thoughts are passing away...
You spent your last days in a hospital room
One month before your beating heart stopped...
Missing you brings on so much pain
I can't contain...
Iced
Naps...