have a party for me when I am gone,
happy in the knowledge that I...
I want to remember the snow I saw with you
to cover the ashes beneath...
If you see a man
beaten down on the ground by depression itself...
I could smell, through welling tears
the reek of sweat and clotted flesh...
3.38am and I cannot sleep
despite my body yearning for rest...
when i was small
i'd stand on walls...
This night I have spent crying
Can't sleep I have been trying...
Being in your town doesn't make
Feel better from this heartbreak...
I'd lean on you
and you on me...
It doesn't matter if you don't
Tell the truth and keep hiding...
I stood in front of the door
But I knew it wouldn't open...
I still remember when you invited
To write poems and I was excited...