You were never entitled to trap me in your cage
and crush my wings like ice...
I got so lost in this big world,
becoming absorbed in these cryptic words...
I hated the world because I hated myself,
I couldn't find a decent person inside of me...
I thought I could find myself
if I quietly crept back towards her protected...
I try to take another step
but I can't seem to get my feet off the ground...
I start to forget every single piece of me
that I used to take care of and love...
One stormy day something drastically changed,
I knew that was just the start...
I was hurt so many times,
trying to get to where I am now...
Everytime grief entered I went into another room.
A door, a window, the whole house and its gardens...
I wish i could disappear,
Not be anywhere, not be here...
Sleeping and crying is all i can do,
Everything hurts from missing you...
Sleep, the best alternative to life.
No thoughts, no feelings, just nothing...