You complain about your mother
But yet you are her...
I close my eyes to try to sleep
But even with counting sheep...
No one can be bothered
to even remember your name...
I weep now, for longing;
I sob for another night of mental unrest...
I am regretting
My composure, might have fooled...
I'm standing still and yet the world is spinning...
looking down and seeing the world upside down...
Chests gets tighter.
And I can hardly breath...
I got to be strong
They say...
You used to see the best in me-
Now you just see the empty former shell of the...
Each time she said
"I Love You...
Far from home
I sit on this foreign hill...
I want to scream,
So loud...