What I almost did today,
Hurt me deep inside...
I've experienced pain,
real pain...
They say memories are golden
well maybe that is true...
Who once was a heart breaker
is now heart broken...
Pain,
reminds me of what you have done to me...
Well, this is my first poem here, so please be...
All the days of fighting...
I slipped up; I let my mind be open to feeling...
The memories ooze slowly back into my frail state...
I don't like thinking about what we used to have
Or the way we used to be...
Forget the times you walked by,
forget the times you held my hand...
The old man sits by the window each and every day...
At times a smile erupts on his face...
I sleep cause I'm not happy
I sleep cause I dream...
I am going to pretend,
Like nothing at all is wrong...