I love you
and I don't know why...
Dear my love
I'm going away...
Mind racing
splitting pain...
I watch as tears form.
They start rolling down her face...
FEEL the agony in my last breath
swelling into a vortex to my demise...
Less and less to live for as time goes by
I smite my own life; it's an eye for an eye...
YOU were taking over,
Everything I loved in my life...
A pack a day to get me by, an ounce of weed to...
I was still half asleep when mum told me the sad...
it didn't really click until i read the message...
So cold, so lonely, so quiet, so alone,
Hidden among the anxiety created...
My emotions run a muck
No matter what I do...
You're sitting there,
late at night...