I write this with the blade
Slits across my wrist...
Did I know that it'll come so far
Did I even know who you are...
Yearning from desire
You opened the floodgates...
The moon sought my soul
in the echoes of the night...
I feel i'm losing all my balance.
I'm constantly wondering if I'm wasting my time...
Like a poison you slither around my heart and...
I dont love you, I am free, our love is without...
A soul that was tainted,
now free to smile...
I
must...
Today I saw her again,
her beauty added perfection...
I realized that I could never have things the way...
The stark reality assaulted my being, smacked me...
My dearest, so long have I wished that you could...
I hate watching you walk out the door
every sunday, like the week before...