Here's the knife,
Here's my heart...
Held up so high
not even air reaches his lips...
I never let you hear me, well I didn't speak
Can't hardly find the words, well I was too weak...
Obsessive, controlling, abusive, he was
Scared, broken, the light in her heart was dim...
Ask me to dance with you,
Ask me to look in your eyes...
Like cigarettes we were dragged down
Like old porch lamps we were burnt out...
Im a mess, but im okay
i wake up with a smile every day...
I try and block out reality but every single song...
Everything feels so hopeless theses days, my...
Forever in my heart you'll remain.
We'll never be apart, I hope its true...
This might be one of the hardest things I've ever...
But seeing you with her earlier was hard too...
I dont know what is worse;
Losing you or loving you...
I have been thinking of you
And the way you make me feel...