I can remember blowing dandelion seeds
Out into the wild and wishing them free...
I was healing
17 days clean...
Sleep
Evading me...
Squealing in delight
At the reemergence of me...
Drink think, think drink
I'm on the brink, gone in a blink...
A sudden urge
I'm on the verge...
Feeling disconnected
Like a fly on the wall...
Just another one of those days
Where I pretend to be okay...
I’m going to jump into the lake
I’m going to smile on the way down...
Sometimes I feel hopeless,
it's so hard to focus with this diagnosis...
I have no ability to shake or ignore this feeling...
It eases into my veins, paranoia bubbling under my...
The flowers are returning to its former glory,
As the birds are singing at the top of their...