Im living my life feeling so weird
Nothing is the way it once appeared...
People pretend to be happy
And they pretend to smile...
I don't know who I am anymore
Didn't expect my life to turn out this way...
Sadness has enveloped my heart
Grasping and not letting it go...
Without company, I crawl
To complete my self control...
Torment tortures me
Images agonize my mind...
It's like you have pierced my skin with a javelin.
like you have sliced my heart with a blade...
I'm crying on the inside
so please hold me tight...
Sometimes i don't really know the answer
Sometimes i just can't put it to mind...
What's left of her?
Fake smiles...
-Deicated To Ryan.
Wanted to write something Mysterious so I wrote a...
Why weren't you there for me when I needed you.
Why did you beat me sometimes leaving me black and...