Emotions hidden behind a smile
People ask are you okay...
How quickly life can change us.
When the hours just pass by...
Nobody understands me
nobody knows why...
It happened again, I cried myself to sleep last...
Tears uncontrollable, I was unable to fight...
Why
Why must it always be me...
My life is falling to pieces,
Right in front of my eyes...
You were my light.
You were everything to me...
Sometimes i wonder if you really see me.i know...
I think I've been holding on too long
And the words upon my lips, just say goodnight...
In this book, called my journal,
I once had on each page...
I just cant take it anymore
its just so hard...
Red thoughts running deep in my mind
as i try to run far away from my bitter past...