Hidden behind the smile
Im forced to give away...
Everynight I cry myself to sleep,
Hoping I would die in my dreams...
The rope is tight
My tolerance is thin...
Tears come streaming down my face,
i don't know why, coz i dont feel a thing anymore...
Many people don't know what you're going through,
Many people don't understand your pain...
I shed my skin,
releasing my rage...
Is love worth while,
am I going the right way...
These dark thoughts
Filled with hate...
Lost from within
Pursuing the end...
Put your finger to the trigger,
Why don't you just shoot me now...
Falling to the floor
Sliding down my face...
As i take the knife to my wrist
to cut and send me into a perfect bliss...