Constantly smiling to cover up the pain felt...
It hurts, it really hurts...
Look into her mind,
Is this just an act...
Ignore the sound of my voice,
The high pitched screech of a scream...
Water, crackers and cigarettes,
That's all she gets...
I am walking on the face,
Of the earth...
I hear the sound again
The sound of my heart breaking...
Im sitting alone
finding the words to write...
Laying down her weary head she dreams
of things being what they seem...
Another day in the hell hole
people tormenting...
They Keep telling me lies
All the doctors, those fools...
As I cut my wrists and watch them bleed
Will you stand there laughing at me...
Disappointment always starts with me.
I disappoint my dad, mom, bother, sister...