Right behind me
there is a door i cant see...
I've always wonder what it would be like
If you could hear my thoughts...
Why did this happen?
Why doesn't it make sense anymore...
Every day the pain goes on
Ripping me apart and letting me stand alone...
Achieving this goal
don't want to live anymore...
If love isn't a game
Why are there so many players...
**I know its really long but please read it**
The days are getting harder...
Looking in the mirror
do my eyes deceive me...
I'm tired of hurting
I'm tired of crying...
How is it possible to feel so much
Yet say so little...
I know what it feels like
To have know one there...
I am so sorry i was born
for it was not my choice...