I am alone
i am treated like i am invisible...
Looking in the mirror
at this invisible face...
This anger needs to be released,
This is all I know how to do...
When is OK to forget?
When can I release this pain...
Shes dying inside,
Shriveling up...
Counting the time you've been gone
Ive counted 20 months...
I'm pushed aside
forgotten and left behind...
There's no more laughter for you to hear
Every smile replaced by a tear...
I swear I can feel these tears burn the flesh off...
Today I smiled, I smiled all day, and inside it...
Glistening omniscient beauty
descending from the sky...
The mind, ripped and torn. Her heart shattered and...
Hidden behind the clothing is the proof of her...
The way their faces curved into a frown,
It made my eyes water and stomach churn...