She shrugs of her feelings,
And watches as the boys flock...
I've written lot's of poems, some hopeful and some...
But lately all that comes to mind is everything...
Standing there by my reflection
Trying to escape depression...
It always feels like way too much
All these feelings have filled me up...
This is about a true story, it didn't happen to...
Lying there wide awake...
- The imagery from this came from a dream I had a...
I reach out to try and find something...
I reach for another bottle,
To drown away the pain...
~This is how I kinda been feeling in & out of...
Feeling tears coming out of my eyes...
Lonely nights alone
With just me and my blade...
Surrounded by familiarity,
things I have seen everyday...
Breaking down in silence
to misguide the rest...
This time the cut is too deep
Watching blood begin to seep...