Tinted Earth: Blocked in masquerade
Brick stacked on Brick on Brick...fall...
You never tried to love me
though you knew I loved you...
My reflection.
When I look into that water...
There's no sense in playing games
Playful things aren't razorblades...
This heart being ripped and twisted
From the depths of her chest...
Smudging ink and flooding words,
Painstakingly written across a page...
The battle to be thin,
To be beautiful and...
I hold her beautiful picture
And try to hold back the tears...
Frustrated, complicated, nothing makes sense
Squirming and sweating; her body seems tense...
Every day I smile and hide my pain with laughter.
Nobody can see through. Nobody can see the pain...
No one comes near me
No one dares...
Deprived future demolished by anguish,
Hidden beneath forbidden salt teardrops...