A Cloud OF Tortured Dreams...
By Elaine.C...
A heart lay breaking,
A soul is aching...
Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my almost dream...
I'm always scared to love
Ive been hurt to many times...
Gasping for breath, she chokes upon air,
Dragged into the ocean, love pulling at her hair...
Stigmata stinging like frosted icicle
burning passion subdued into cupped hands...
I've given my heart only to be given back.
Yet i gave it again only to be returned in pieces...
I'm standing here alone,
but so many rush by...
Why?
Why can't I have blue eyes...
Years go by unnoticed,
My thoughts no longer wander...
There's this overwelming rage inside of her
It's making its way through her entire body...
Im so dumb to think you acually loved me.
to think you cared enough about me...