She said i'll try
but actually all she did was cry...
I remember the things you did
when i was a little kid...
Today was the funeral,
I didn't show...
I think back and try to remember everything about...
from the moment we started until the moment we...
You said you loved me.
You said you needed me...
*this poem is dedicated to my x-boyfriend Brandon...
I heard about all your party's and the drinking...
I can't be your friend,
It hurts don't you see...
I cant get through these rainy days,
everything means nothing...
I see him walk by and I think "why did I...
I hear the phone ring and I want it to be him...
The night I knew that we were through
I didn't want to know...
It hurts me all over
heart feels heavy...
I could tear your heart out,
And stomp it on the floor...