I do not have a fever
yet I'm burning inside...
Pepper flakes lay on
your tongue furtively...
I believe we fear eternity
as we are too unstable in heart...
You tore me down again and again,
Caused me injury that left no mark...
Lost myself in this bitterness of life
I lost my morals...
There are no words to express the feelings I am...
There is no name, no label, no why, or how...
I put him on the bedside table and took him out of...
And then with the ironic symmetry these situations...
I cried, I shouted
I slammed at the door...
I can see it in your eyes
No, it's nothing...
When I feel sad and lonely
I think of you and how this is your fault...
So beautiful at the start,
Sweet words flowing like honey...
It used to be just me and you,
But now its just you then me...