You are waves of guilt,
looking unsullied and sky blue...
They say lessons are learnt from your mistakes
And this is the only way you will learn...
I found myself in my depression.
Held confessions despite suggestions and learned...
This morning I could not write
Just couldn't lift my pen...
This floor is cold like the blood my body pumps...
I don't know what to say
Or what to do no more...
Im losing you
You're just not there...
It's a second too late
for me to beg you...
I've always been here for you no matter what.
You never were there when I needed you the most...
Waves of unease flood my heart,
Defying and ignoring my loving touch...
Dandelion puffs scatter
through the air of...
I'd been out walking
my friend's had wondered why i wasn't talking...