Dear mummy and daddy
please don't blame yourselves...
Night after night
I think and i cry...
Your not alone when your depressed
Your not alone when your obsessed...
Do you ever feel so lost and alone
People surround you, yet you are all on your own...
You look at me you see a disguise
Because my life is nothing but lies...
In a world of darkness
No one brought the light...
This room that I’m standing in
Houses memories kept secret...
Blade into flesh
Seeking crimson repentance...
I stopped tonight and thought of you
And how I missed the things we use to do...
I'm sitting outside
this lonely, shattered house...
Life has been so hard lately
But I never let you know...
16 years, such lifeless years
Tears of pain within...