Tears of pain run down my cheek,
wishing I was able to hold the one I seek...
I still see who you are, beneath
all of this anger and hatred...
Drowning in the memories.
Caught up in the lies...
It was only when I
rested a teacup...
Days after your death,
A calming presence overcomes me...
Last night I lay thinking about you
Now you're gone I don't know what to do...
Darkness is filling space in my mind.
Wishing to fill it with love...
It's something I can't explain.
I can't seem to find the right words...
I lack that self confidence that everyone needs.
I lack that belief that I can succeed...
My mom,
was like my best friend...
There is no happy ending but lets begin
Hearts broken, dreams are shattered...
Razor blade gleaming in the pale moon light
My thirst for relief overwhelms tonight...