You don't eat,
You don't sleep...
Tears of pain run down my cheek,
wishing I was able to hold the one I seek...
I still see who you are, beneath
all of this anger and hatred...
Drowning in the memories.
Caught up in the lies...
It was only when I
rested a teacup...
Days after your death,
A calming presence overcomes me...
Last night I lay thinking about you
Now you're gone I don't know what to do...
Darkness is filling space in my mind.
Wishing to fill it with love...
It's something I can't explain.
I can't seem to find the right words...
I lack that self confidence that everyone needs.
I lack that belief that I can succeed...
My mom,
was like my best friend...
There is no happy ending but lets begin
Hearts broken, dreams are shattered...