I Cant Forgive You For The Things,
That You Said To Me That Night...
I wish I could tell you the few thoughts
That keep replaying in my head...
Too naive to say I'm sorry
Too stubborn to be wrong...
I hate my life
so with this knife...
We were enemies turned lovers.
Then lovers turned to friends...
I know its the way i want to act
But i got to face the truth, face the fact...
I'm sitting here alone baby,
thinking about you...
I will take this razor blade,
And write a story on my wrist...
Living yet dead
How days feel...
Sifting through this blur, this mess inside my...
Thoughts are never matching what is really said...
---again, for another contest---
dear jane...
I'm sitting alone in the darkness
Wondering why it all happened...