In solitude I lay, the ticking clock betrays
A lone companion on this eve so cold...
I hate that I'll be entering a new year
without you...
I wonder if it is result of the dark night.
I lay awake to think my life through...
They're going to notice soon -
the hollowness in my eyes...
Lost in this fear, and I hate how it feels,
nothing compares, when the truth, it reveals...
Don't cry for me, my sweet child.
The peace that encompassed me is my greatest find...
It's exhausting to spend all my energy for the day...
This moment that hits me like a tidal wave...
Boom boom click. .
The heart that won't forgive...
You've never
been to Palestine...
Sitting alone out in the cold
Begging for a speck of hope to hold...
I spent years hoping I would get over you
Praying that I wouldn’t feel tied to you...
And so it begins
The final chapter, the last of my sins...