In a flurry, a whirlwind
being tossed from side to side...
Standing in their shadows
where you cant see my face...
I missed my heart by less than an inch.
I made my parents and the nurses flinch...
Could you cope with hating yourself ,
For hurting everyone around you...
Uneasily hidden scars.
Unhideable crimson tears...
The smile disappears as I'm losing myself
Hiding my emotions, put on the back shelf...
Slit a wrist
Start to cry...
Cant feel the wind brush my face,
lost in sorrow...
You left me begging on my tired and aching knees,
Said we had to turn to time to figure this all...
She smiles and waves
tonight she goes...
You know what I hate
More than anything else...
Life has gone down hill for me,
The girl who use to smile all the time...