Its October 1st, the first day of my life
The first day of looking for you...
We didn't make it, I'm sorry
At least not how we said we would...
We've been running in circles
Taking so many steps, but not moving forward...
I lie awake
and think of you...
Fear of loneliness & rejection,
has finally walked out my door...
Dear lonely heart,
I'm sorry you've been so lonely...
Your eyes and smile cause me pain,
Knowing that you played me...
I lay awake
as the pain slowly fades...
If only there was a way
to know what you were thinking...
Staring down at my feet,
looking at the holes in my shoes...
I'm Tired
So tired of waiting...
I remember the good times.
the laughs and countless smiles...