Grief overtakes
My heart rests in unrest...
I reached out for you with
bloodied fingers...
It's not her happy tears that fall
Or even those excited ones at all...
I don't wanna leave you
And It's really hard to decide...
A vision of glowing coal in a dying fire,
embers scintillating...
Did you ever love me?
Did you really care...
I'm scared.. no terrified.
I don't know what to do...
These two months that I haven't seen you,
have left me in pain and at loss for words...
The last time I see you,
that I feel insecure with you...
Wow, today's my birthday
And you didn't even call...
Sometimes you just gotta let go,
No matter how hard it seems...
Standing all by myself I stare at the infinite sky
Watching my entire life just passing me by...