Secrets too shocking to share,
And yet so painful t is hard to bare...
The pain cuts into me when I see you with her
never knowing if you think it should be me...
It was him
he was there...
She let out a shriek,
He let out a holler...
I am not supposed to love you
That i know is true...
My head is spinning & I feel so weird
Suddenly it happened, the thing I most feared...
If only the sky
Would stay blue forever...
I'm walking through something,
That isn't supposed to be...
I have these feeling, deep inside
feeling that i have to hide...
Shivers force a movement in me
and as dark as the shadows...
I know I'm not perfect
and to you may not be worth it...
I wish I knew how to explain my feelings for you
But you will never know how I feel because I am...