In a world full of people
I feel so alone...
I try to keep from crying..so i wear a fake...
i try to hold my head up, but it keeps falling...
Not looking down at her arm,
In fear of placing yet another scar there...
Chocolate covered walls stare
as the clock hums it's daily melody...
It's my weakness, i wont lie.
I always seem to cry, when you shout...
Ive done the best i possible can,
To try and make you understand...
No matter what the time I'm always scared
I feel shakey and nervous and nobody cares...
So this is what rock bottom feels like.
Sitting calmly on a hotel bed...
Scratches,
Cuts...
Can you hear it?
Is it still breathing...
She could never explain it to anyone,
Why she did the things she did...
It's such a scary thing,
when love actually causes harm...