So much pain and sadness
Now fill up each day...
Think bout this;
Having to wear a jumper 24/7 is not cool, Knowing...
I turn up the music as loud as I can
And scream into the receiver...
Getting used to seeing
these four walls everyday...
A person so bleak
so empty inside...
It wasn't rape...
The height of my self worth...
I'm sinking into the darkness
My soul is dying before myself...
One question why
Why do you do it...
I take my razor
And clench it tight...
As she cries
She holds a knife...
I find myself masquerading
What I truly meant to say...
Why can't you understand;
just understand I'm mad at you...