Trapped in this body
No longer existing...
I been sitting here thinking
about why you gave me away...
Sparkles of a melody in my mind
a chilling song of grief...
I pretend that I'm not crying when tears are...
I pretend that I am happy in this broken, brutal...
I sit here listening
Listening to you argue...
Last night I cried
Tears that burned...
She pulls out the little box and a tear rolls down...
Once more she gave in, to the excruciating pain...
She cuts herself one more time,
just like she did everyday before...
Even when everything crashes down
she forces a smile across her face...
Falling apart
Without regret...
This smile is fake
Its plastered to my face...
I cut myself almost everyday.
It relieves me from the pain...