I'm bored and torn
I've lost a lot of weight...
Fabricated lies
tearing us apart...
I'm so unperfect
my reality is a nightmare...
Putting the gun to your head
imagining your body lifeless and dead...
Why can't you tell me anything?
You sit on your bed acting like everything is ok...
He was a lonely little boy
No one cared what he felt...
I am slipping away again
Into a deep black hole...
Standing strong and faking a smile
That night is all became too much to hide...
I stare blankly at the wall,
not knowing what to do...
He's all broken
from within...
She sits upon her sorrow
and she closes the dust of pain...
Haven't wrote for a while...mainly because I...
We had such a great run of peace...