It's a bad habit; it's hard to break, you have to...
Don't cut too deep; don't cut too long, lose focus...
Eyes watering, music blasting,
sick of happy never lasting...
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know how to react...
I'm bored and torn
I've lost a lot of weight...
Fabricated lies
tearing us apart...
I'm so unperfect
my reality is a nightmare...
Putting the gun to your head
imagining your body lifeless and dead...
Why can't you tell me anything?
You sit on your bed acting like everything is ok...
He was a lonely little boy
No one cared what he felt...
I am slipping away again
Into a deep black hole...
Standing strong and faking a smile
That night is all became too much to hide...
I stare blankly at the wall,
not knowing what to do...