I lay in my bed, as I have for forty days,
Listening, listening...but always in a daze...
Childhood--
She knew no meaning...
If this really is my time to go,
Please believe all the love Ive shown...
Its been 6 months.
The longest months of my life...
You took the knife out of my heart
hope you know I can't breathe...
Charged with emotion
Guilt consuming me...
You were the only one that was always there, and i...
i hide this pain inside, crying when im alone...
How I wish I had feelings, or some words to say
maybe one memory, for fathers day...
--------------Grief
-------horrific, repugnant...
Empty cradle rocking in Time
Slowly she smoothens his dusty clothes...
Butterflies take over my thoughts
removing the sadness within...
One,
Thought now...