I'm suffering without you,
you should be by my side...
If only your words were falling leaves
How brightly my Autumn bonfires would burn...
When i lose a friend,
I thought my life came to a end...
Held your hand for the last time
and watched you fade away...
Going through a life, living a lie
Not yet ready, to say goodbye...
The words you used to whisper,
and how they made me smile...
All I want for Christmas
Is my mommy to be here...
Emotionally lost,
And physically weak...
I smile to let you know I am okay
But the truth is I'm not...
A part of me missing
the cheek, I'd never be kissing...
God I know I am not supposed to doubt you.
Instead...
Why didn't she let me say goodbye?
why did she make me suffer...