I smile this smile so you think I'm ok
I hide these tears, so I can hide my pain...
Thinking and planning for my birthday ahead
wanting the one thing i could never have...
Lift up my shirt,
Expose the sins upon my flesh...
I've been stripped basic (Raped raw)
Unwanted nothing crouched naked...
Suicide was on my mind
day after day...
I spent quite a long time,
I spent quite a long time...
As i sit here
about to slit my wrists...
She sees its gleam,
The shining silver of her dangerous friend...
Sitting here for hours, a broken disgrace.
Bottle in one hand, a glass in the other...
I feel like giving up
I wanna give into you...
Here in the night,
Of this cold disgruntled heart...
I stifle back unwanted tears
As my friend tells me the news...