Dark as my surroundings
locked away out of sight...
Floating back and forth
A happy supplement...
Time and time again i find something to hold onto...
another piece of my life falls away, my fragile...
Mommy,
can you sing to me tonight...
One last cut on
this day will be carved...
Not, 15 years out of the womb,
a boy's best friend lay in his tomb...
I'm losing my mind
it's going so fast...
I stand in the glass wall, peering at loved ones.
I watch them as they sit, stuck in their world...
Escape from Hell, only to go back
Watched my cold heart turn cold and black...
To write these words
is most painful to me...
Remember September eleventh, two thousand and one
The day America changed and the bell of terror...
It's my fault I'm like this
Always depressed...