I look in the mirror and what do I see?
The reflection of the anti-beautiful me...
I'm reaching out
So who is there to take my hand...
Rain slash slithered down
the window pane...
I'm going to draw a picture,
Ill draw it with a dart...
I cry...
and no one sees...
Twisting the truth into lies
Mixing hello's with goodbyes...
So her make up is on and her smiles in place,
Her foundation and eye shadow mask her old face...
I wake up in this skin of mine
and I'm deeply saddened...
Beautiful home, happy family,
such a perfect disguise...
"STOP! LEAVE ME ALONE!"
She says as she's kicking and screaming...
The memories we had made,
Are they starting to fade...
Thoughts of suicide, thoughts of death,
What will it be like to take my last breath...