I longed for death, I welcomed
the reapers touch , but to no avail...
Foolish girl,
you barely know him...
I don't know what to do. So tired of everything...
Bus and train
smashed together...
The wind chime's
sweet chime reminds me of you...
You didn't ask me
"how are you?"...
I used to take many
showers, daily...
Pain is my suffering,
Abandonment is my drug...
The hardest thing I can do to us is letting you go
Losing you forever is a decision I must finally do...
I can't look in the mirror anymore.
Sometimes I wish I didn't have eyes...
I wake up every day with a shred of
hope, that my path will be embellished...
Hanging in the fissure of a whalebone,
mourning songs like foghorns...