As you bring the knife closer,
i cant help but smile...
Dear Self,
This is a reminder...
Im lost without you
By my side...
Hands enlaced with photographs of lovers
Kids and Cousins, Fathers and Mothers...
I will keep on writing to ease my pain
I can only write since it keeps me sane...
I didn't want to admit it,
it was easier to lie...
Tomorrow's promises remained in yesterday
Faded words she once meant yet not enough to stay...
Blood and pain are a way of life
Her secret for staying alive...
Who ever really marries their first "True...
Saying "I Do" to the one they truly...
Date Written: February 25, 2oo8
My mind is empty...
Cold pillow for the weary
Aching back sinks into bed...
Break me down into little pieces
walk all over me...