Suicide,
ending your life...
I fear the candles you
adorn my bed with...
Do you know how it feels to be in love
or how it feels to be up above...
Striving hard for you,
is so hard for me to do...
Today I woke up in a state of
irrational dismay that perhaps...
This house is cursed
It's four walls of hell...
Hate that I'm lonely.
Everyday is a battle...
She is a rescued moth morphing
under a sheet of stars navigating...
Lately a lot of things have been going sideways.
I am so confused in my mind right now...
I remember,
Crimson lines in criss-cross pattern...
And she has known such great pain
Haunted dreams as a child...
And I shattered as if in two.
My soul broke with news of you...