I cant believe it
Here i am to protect...
Why do I feel like this?
Feeling so confused...
Can you notice my pain?
It runs deep through my veins...
I cried today.
It wasn't a normal cry...
Pictures can be misleading
Although our smiles are so bright...
Today I kneeled beside your grave,
Closed my eyes and tried to pray...
--------------Grief
-------horrific, repugnant...
I am so tired of being lied to,
and the feeling of loss...
So,She was like water
heating on a hot stove...
You look at me
And stare at my eyes...
Empty cradle rocking in Time
Slowly she smoothens his dusty clothes...
Why do I feel dead?
No pain just numbness instead...